He left me when I needed him the most. So why is he standing there like nothing ever happened? Lola For the last three years, since the night I lost the baby, I've been living on autopilot. Barely surviving. And now, out of nowhere, Blaze is back, throwing everything off-kilter. I shouldn't want him. He hurt me. But he's the only man who's ever made me feel alive. He was my muse. But if I go back to him, won't he hurt me all over again? Blaze When I was asked to work on the sets of a movie project, I hadn't expected to run into Lola, my one love, or that we'd be working side by side. When I fled the hospital, when I left her, I did things she'll never forgive. But I can't put her out of my mind. I can't stay away. I know she'll never accept me, but I need her back. She'll always be mine. Only mine.